humanity the ape of anxiety

got letter warning me of "potential redundancy  that reflects the  difficult trading  circumstances  in which we are operating"
10 years as  twice national award winning adult education tutor specialising in  adaptive technology
well that is it having bouts of anxiety   for past week but that of worry over travel to college at night to do  further education  teaching course  and wait for bus in an another town  dark  now not so anxious as realised can afford taxi there and back  but of course now no place to teach at - neither have i taken the  29 days of holiday owing to me

poetry still popular with readers for example  he died in the ark http://www.writeoutloud.net/public/blogentry.php?blogentryid=29549

Not sure where you were led with it, but a bloody brilliant piece of poetry."
"I'm not completely sure I follow the exact meanings of it, but at the same time, I found it a sparking and stirring piece of poetry."

writing lot of mystic variations on myth and tending to tell  little stories in my poetry ie he died in the ark  timeslip, threshold bride , the sleeping engine,  zennor morning,  arthur the king,  helen is finally faceless 
that tell as much as the long romantic narratives
will still carry on with this

I have hoped to build my hawaiian  star compass if it EVER stops raining  and construct a cross staff  and build a paper sextant from kit  and hoped to blog on it
using the astrolabe  i can only work out I am standing still  !